"I wasn't all there, before Fandom," Reno noted, idly. "Took bein' sent to a friggin' high school I never wanted to go to in the first place for me to be able to figure out how to balance it all. Did you know it's possible to forgive yourself for the rough shit? I mean, not some of it. But you can look at the job an' remind yourself that it had to be done, an' if you didn't do it, maybe the next guy would'a done worse. I dunno."

It really didn't undo the fact that you were doing the dirty work, no. But it was still a weird little bit of comfort.