"Rikku's all that's holdin' me together now that I don't have the Turks." All the teeth-gritting in the world wasn't stopping him from talking, and Reno was going to pick up the nearest sock and shove it into his mouth in a moment if he kept running on like this. "She can keep a secret a shitload better than I apparently can today, and she hates what I do, but she understands I gotta do it, and here I am talkin' about takin' the jobs, and I don't even know what it is you do, except that they have to fuck with your head so that you'll do 'em. I don't want nobody pokin' in my head."