"I told me not too!" There was the foot-stomping again. "I don't hate! It'd be way too easy to just ... give in and go, they did bad things because they're horrible freaking people and I hate them! They're trying to leave Guadosalam, they can't handle the guilt of what they did, and I don't get to go good! You should feel guilty! My friends are dead! My family's dead! Feel bad about it, dammit! Don't expect me to tell you --"

She squeezed her eyes shut. "Never mind."